Wife Called Karma

It hurts

It all hurts so bad

Before I couldn’t breathe ‘cause it was cold

N now I can’t breathe ‘cause there’s no air

No air and nobody left

Everyone just upped and walked away

You didn’t give me the time of day

And you actually don’t give a fuck that you hurt me

Let me tell you what you did

You took it from my chest and put it in yours

Then you ripped it out with a chainsaw

Threw it in the air

So it landed on a spoke sticking out the ground

Then you sent your dog over to gnaw at it

Until it’s pieces lay on the ground

Then you got yourself a top-of-the-range blender

Let’s call it your wife’s name, maybe?

Karma is it?

You pressed the ‘on’ button

Let’s call it 'Gurdeep'...

And you chucked it in there along with some onions and spice

And you blended it into a bloody, teary, milky milkshake

You drank it

You shat it out

At least it was kind of in one piece again

You dashed it back in my chest

Sewed me up with golden thread

Then took my hand, became my friend

Walked with me, talked with me, laughed with me

Then laughing you picked a stick up off the ground

Stuck a wedding ring on the end

And stuck it right through the centre of my chest

Breaking it into shitty little pieces all over again

And it’s not just you

It’s the best friends who ain’t there no more

The sister hoe that screwed me over bro

The family that are all out for themselves

And you pretend you care

You pretend you’re there

Toddle off home to your fake little family

And be happy

I don’t need you no more

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R.I.P. Amarah

You have shown me what life is all about

Now that you no longer have it

You soldier warrior princess

Just like Xena

No more stress now eh

Just rest your pretty little head

Go to bed

Sleep peacefully

And fly with the angels

In my tears and in my prayers

Just walk those Golden stairs

And let God look after you

No-one’s ever gonna hurt you up there

See you soon

XXX