What did ever happen to me
You shared the news which should have broke me
Last time it choked me and nearly took my life
But somehow I got through all that strife
Alone and there weren’t nobody
And now I’m still alone but I felt nothing
Now laying awake in the middle of the night
When ghosts are out
And souls awaken
I’m wondering why this earthquake hasn’t shaken
Me or my life or the things that I do
‘Cause once upon a time it all revolved around you
But it will hit me, I know it will
Just right now everything’s so silently still
I think my heart died
But how can it be dead
When I’m kind of feeling things for someone else instead
I’m so fuckin confused I’m not gonna lie
It would be better if all men would die
Nah I don’t mean that
But my life is a blur
And men lie and chat shit
Men hurt
On one side I’m not feeling anything
And on the other
I have no idea what to feel
‘cause the truth is now I don’t know what’s fake or real
I thought I’d grown to read people
To recognize their flaws
Knowing the ones that would walk out the door
But he walked out, and kept knocking back on
And I’m glad I got over it but maybe I never will
Maybe my hearts accepted that this is how things will be
But then I think of the other and I’m like wtf really
Why does God always do this to me?
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