A pigeon was knocking on my window
Scraping claws against the glass
Trying to coax me down memory lane
To a place they call the past
But I don’t wanna go
So I shut the curtain a little
But it kept on clawing
Trying to make me broke and brittle
So I cast my mind back to the shit I did for these people
Of which none are still around
‘cause I guess they got what they needed from me
And it was me that drowned
Got caught up in the pain of what they did
The way the screwed me over
And left me here all alone
Trying to find a way over
But I made it through
I grew up
Left you immature wastelike fuckers
Right there in the smog and fog of the past
You lot still think drinking, sleeping around and getting
high
Is a #bigmanting
And I just ain’t about none o’ that
So fuck you lot, fuck you all
‘Cause the thing is I’m now all grown up
But you’re still really really small
You don’t even deserve this piece of sparkly bullshit
But just don’t forget it was ME that you wronged
And I apologised when I had no apologising to do
But I guess I never meant that much to you
And even now
For the people that are around and in my life
I don’t let no-one in close
Not no more
‘cause you just don’t know who’s gonna slam that door
Right there in your face when you thought all was good
Even the one I though I was gonna take to Heavens hood
Raaas why do people just not care about each other
anymore
People say things
But the things they do show a different score
So this is about me now
And yeah, my heart is lonely
But I’m not desperate to have fake fuckers around
So run you
Run you all.
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