Imagine that point when you realise you’re dying
Freefalling and crying
There’s no going back
Just you and this black hole ready to swallow you up
You don’t know what’s next
And the fear grips your heart
You no longer see
You no longer breathe
And you’re falling
Ever-falling
You don’t know what you’ll hit
You don’t know if you’ll hit
Or if you’ll just keep on falling
Will it be smooth
Or is it gonna hurt
And when you get to the other side
Will you cry for those ones you left behind
‘cause it must be kind of difficult
They lose just you
But you lose them all
But then there’s all the ones that went before
Will they be there holding the door
And when you think about this
Like sit and truly think about this
Does the thought shit you up
Does it scare you into paralysis
Or does it excite you
‘cause this ain’t reality
This is a world full of falsehood and misinterpretations
A place full of lies
A place full of shine
And disguise
A place that deceives and then leaves
You see when you die that’s real reality
That’s where you’re gonna be forever-more
What if you sleep and don’t wake up
What if it’s kind of like an adrenalin rush
What if it chokes you and breaks you
What if the fear of knowing it’s here
Is what actually takes you
You have no control
Unlike everything else in life
This is the one thing that is guaranteed
From the moment we wake in this world
Yet the one thing we know nothing about
I hope that death will be my friend
I want to embrace it
Walk with it
Not try and run away from it
I want death to be my ultimate goal
Even though it is my inevitable fate.
Insha’Allah.
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