A Sinners Prayer

Forgive me Lord for I have sinned

I think back to the days when I did these things

And didn’t give a shit

But none of that

No, not no more

I want to reach Heaven’s Door

I was born with the key

I was born free

But somehow got sucked into the

Evils of society

People condemn

But you forgive

Yet you forgive

And still people sin

The Devil, he follows me

Wherever I go

He used to be my friend you know

That’s when I was low

Depressed as fuck

And no-one even knew

The pain I was going through

I used to scream myself to sleep at night

And I didn’t know you were there Allah

The nearest thing to me was Shay’taan

So I took his hand

And I ran with him

Played with him

Cried with him

Strayed with him

And then it hit me

Your light came down

Surrounded me and took my frown

I looked to your radiance and smiled

Then cried

Imagine I was doing all this

And then I’d died

No time to repent

A life hell-spent

But you came, you were here,

You never left

And I love you Allah

And I’m sorry for the bad things I’ve done

But my heart is pure and needs your love

So now when the Devil whispers in my ear

I remember that you are always near

But I’m still weak my Lord

This is fragile-strength

And there’s so much to do

So one day I can be there with you

Insha’Allah

So guide me Allah

I need you Allah

Don’t leave me Allah

And thank you Allah

For blessing me with so much more

Than I could ever ask for

Keep close to me Allah

I wanna walk through Heaven’s Door

So please take me down that road

Siraat Al-Mustaqeem

That’s the ultimate dream

And finally I’ll be free

The tables will turn

And instead it will be the Devil

That’s afraid of me.

“Say: O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah: for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.” [Sûrah al-Zumar: 53]