Santa's In Dover

Just turned twenty three

Still not free from the bars of society

But free from the ghosts and the demons and the pain

Free from the nights that drove me insane

Free from the fear of getting older and older

Accepting life as a stereotype

Sitting between a rock and a boulder

Gonna bite your shoulder

Free from the shitness and fake friends that chat crap

Free from her, from him, the giant green hat

Smiling outside and inside too

Four divided by two equals two

Now I get how two plus two makes four

It all fits

The pieces of the puzzle

Cake and coffee with the man I loved

Who is now a friend

Knowing this is a friendship that ain’t ever gon’ end

He was there, and they came and went

Wasted time, love and money was spent

I got true people now and there ain’t many left

 But I am so grateful that these are the ones that I’ve kept

Glad for my family and others in my life

GONE for the girl I used to call my wife

Ha, I guess she’s learning now

Her birthday today

I don’t give two shits

It’s like she never even existed

Got 3 penguins, I swear down blud

Made me happier than the lizard in the bud

-weiser advert

People don’t believe me when I say I’m a penguin

But what they don’t get is I am whatever I want to be

I can be tea

A bee

A dee-vee-dee

You still cant judge me

I’m Sabah DQ

So much has happened this year

Including losing the letter ‘KUE’

But I’ll write about that soon

Christmas is over

Santa’s in Dover

On the way back to Vegas

For another year of drinking and sleeping and eating

Clever twat

They save that for one day

He does it the whole goddam year

Queer

Guess for now I gotta say I’m loved

And I’m grateful

And blessed

Not stressed

Stress in a good way

I’m feeling gay

Gay in the good way

Hello 24^th year of life

Alhamdulillah

Hoping I make it to 24 then 25

But since I’m alive I know I’ma die

Good night melting snowman

I’ll see you again

The next time I'm dressed as a chocolate hen.