In This Bubble

I’m in this bubble and I’m running

Something’s coming

Or maybe not

Maybe it’s me running after you

Maybe this is how life has got

And in it we’re somewhere beautiful

Like an apartment in the skies

But I don’t know which sky or where

And in this dream you never die

You’re healthy and you’re smiling

Making me breakfast

Pouring me a glass

Of juice and I say thank you

But still I miss you

Even though you’re right there stood next to me

And the sunlight’s streaming in

But everything’s so dim

‘cause when I wake I realise

That in that moment when I open my eyes

You’re gone

You’re really, really gone

And there ain’t nothing I can do to bring you back

You’re in natures grasp

And it’s the way of the world

The story unfurls

You’re born so you’ll die

The only thing you can’t deny

I miss you

I wish you were here

But maybe you being there is your way of telling me

You’re proud of me?

It’s all I want

Your hand on my head

I want to kiss you goodnight before I go to bed

God fulfilled my prayer

I just wish you were there

I really wish you were there

But I’ve got a funny feeling that you had a word with the Big Man

My dreams are coming true

And maybe it’s because of you

Are you now my Angel

Protecting me with love

‘cause in this big bad ol’ world

There ain’t no one gonna do that for me

So maybe it’s you shooting these blessings at me from above

In 4 months time I’m gonna be there

Insha’Allah

The city of dreams

Please stay with me

But in a few days

I’ll be in the place

Where you took your last breaths

And you said all our names

You were in so much pain

And we weren’t there

How am I gonna do it

Maybe this is why I’m scared

Whatever happens, happens

It’s all Gods will

You’re gone but I’ll see you again

Maybe tonight

When I close my eyes to sleep

Thank you for visiting me

Miss you always Daddy Jaan

Until we meet again

Arr-Eye-Pee.