They're Haunting Me

Sitting in this dream

And they’re haunting me

Waking up crying

And not even realising

But the pain felt so real

The way you did in my dream

Squeezing your cold frozen legs

Expecting you to sit up and scream

But you were lying there dead

Yet there was a beat in your chest

Didn’t know whether to shout someone or let you rest

And there they were too

Alive one minute

And gone the next

And then breaking the news to her

Is what got my heart vexed

Seeing her cry the way I did when you died

Got me feeling all screwed up inside

But it was a dream

It wasn’t even real

But the things that sometimes my subconscious

Makes me feel

And then there’s real life

And I don’t know how they relate

Is my dream trying to tell me my fate?

I’m so scared

I can’t explain why

I really don’t think I’m ready to die

The last time I dreamt like this

I rang him and cried

It was 4 in the night

But I woke up this morning

With tears on my face

Didn’t know who to tell

So stuck my head in my pillow

And choked back the tears

Not been that close to someone in over 3 years

I don’t really care anymore

But it’s times like that when I wish

The pain would just go 

and you’d walk through the door.