My Best Friend, Bin Laden

Whatchu gon’ do

When your ego consumes you

When you turn green

And become the incredible Hulk

You see mate, you ugly

Silence speaks louder than words

I see through your flawed plan

I see through your broken crap

I see you can’t take it

But one day I’ll make it

My words will expose you

Like Immortal exposed George Bush

And Bin Laden

Joined together in matrimony

“Two separate parts of the same seven headed dragon”

And they killed him you know

The USA

Put his body on ice

.......Or did they?

Did he ever even die

Or did he die years ago

Did Bin Laden ever really exist?

Aha, I see they made you believe so

One day you might be swimming

And you’ll come across his body

That’ll be nice won’t it

Maybe you can picnic

In a sand pit

Filled with snakes and liars and frauds

And the only one that can save you is God

Careless whispers

In the silence of the night

And when I’m awake here alone

It feels so good

Like I’m alive on my own

In my own black bubble

No trouble no toil

Me, myself and I

Oh and I spy with my brown eye

People pretending to be shit that they’re not

People remembering shit I forgot

I’m just looking out for those people

That need me

And the ones that I need

Until the day that my soul is freed

From solitary confinement

The day that I die will be splendid

I question whether life

Is a circle or a line

Or maybe a triangle

Ah the Illuminati would like that

Stupid twats

Do you think that we’re dumb

You thought right

Most of us are

You taped shut our mouths

Blinded, with sight

Deaf when we got ears

Asleep while we’re awake

We sleep through flippin Earthquakes

And a tornado came round

And blew through my room

Sorry for the mess

But I don’t apologise for my mind

‘Cause there’s shit in here that I despise

But it’s the fuel that keeps me going

And my faith that got me praying

So until the day I slay you

Have a nice day now won't you.

A Homer Shaped Head

Do I want it back

The times when I felt I had family

We cried together

We died together

We were reborn together

But most of all we laughed together

And I’m not lying when I say it still hurts somewhere inside

But I guess it’s times like that you pull out the disguise

Words were said

And things were done

That showed that you guys were not the one

But I still love you and miss you all

I guess I always will

I wish we could still sit and talk still

But none of you are a part of my life no more

We’ve all grown up and moved on

I’ll always always remember our song

Memories are a blessing

And memories are a curse

Memories are why sometimes I’m strong and doing ok

But then something inside me will burst

And the blood will stain the pavement

Like the rain upon the Earth

Invisible to those that don’t know me

Even to those that are near

It’s good to get people talking

Via the things I love to do

It’s great to get opinions

Fantastic to spread some truth

And little mixed race boy don’t like marg on his bread

Homer likes Marge in his bed

And I quite like the shape of Homers head

There’s a lot of inspiration around me right now

Need to funnel it all into this giant yellow puddle

You look at the ground and you see something dirty

But I look at the same thing and see opportunity

You may laugh because I am different

But I laugh because you’re all the same

Not afraid of being outspoken

Oh no, did I just bring shame

On the family that need me

The family that trapped me then freed me

The family that didn’t believe me

The family that love me and leave me

I’m not talking about bloodlines or blood ties

Or maybe I am and my bullshit is all lies

Maybe there’s no exit sign outside of my head

Maybe you get locked inside and rot instead

Fuck all this, I’m going to bed

But read my article though innit

*straight faced lol*.


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It Ain't Sparkly

Sitting in a cave

Let the darkness take you over

Let your love hit a boulder

Get up and dust if off yo’ shoulder

And this is my life

This is the game

It’s like I’m the devil’s advocate

But I just don’t wanna play

You find strength when you pray

It’s the strangest feeling

And there’s just too much shit

Sitting on my mind

This time it ain’t sparkly ‘n’ stuff

It’s like the shine wore off

You don’t know who’s real

You just don’t know who’s true

‘Cause at the end of the day everyone chats shit

Left me feeling kinda blue

I guess that’s why you let go of the world

And put your faith in God

‘Cause people come and go

But God is just God

He’s always there

And I lost him again

Couldn’t see

Right now dunno what’s really going on with me

I’ll find him again though

Even though I know he’s just within my grasp

I can’t explain this feeling

I’m actually going mad

Not that I wasn’t already

‘Cause really, all the best people are

Well Alice told me that

‘Cause Alice is ma sparrrrrr

But I lied ‘cause I’m in this alone

I hate that my soul is so old

I hate being me sometimes

And I know I am so blessed

So thank you God for everything

I’m sorry for seeming all depressed

I’m not man

I’m good

I just dunno

But there’s a new rug

On my bedroom floor

Nearly out of candles

Guess I gotta buy some more

Wish you could do that with life lol

Trade yours in for one with a better score.

Head, Heart, Hard Place

Hate being in this place

Between my head, my heart and a hard place

Don’t wanna lose face though

Nah never that

I ain’t got pride like that you see

If I’m wrong I admit it, me

Actually haha

I put up a good fight

‘cause the thing is I absolutely love being right

But this is one of those

Where I want something

I can’t have it

I know it

I can face it

Imagine being inside a Toblerone though

How cool would that be

Bare chocolate and nuts

Lucky I ain’t got no peanut allergy

I’ma just sit here with my glasses and my tea

Not here to rip shit to pieces

But tell the truth innit b

Show people the things they need to see

Get people talking about the way things should be

And there’s gonna be a baby

Alhamdulillah there’s gon’ be a baby

But with new life comes lost life

With lost life comes pain

RIP to all those that lost theirs

On that Goddamn Pakistani plane

Imagine what their families are going through

I hate the fact that there are kids dying around the world

I hate the fact there are prostitutes in Bangladesh

Being forced to be women, when they’re only little girls

I hate what’s going on in my head

I hate what’s going on in my heart

I hate the fact that I’m right here solid

When inside things are being ripped apart

More people getting married

More friends moving on

I swear that’s like 6 already this year

Where’s all this time gone

People say it will happen

But the more they say, the less I believe

I think I was born

To hide my heart in my sleeve

But to open my mouth to the world

Like a Queen...

‘cept, our Queen doesn’t really say much does she

Kinda sits there with her poodles and crown all day

Taking the money off her working slaves

The working masses

Getting taxed for joke

No wonder that so many are broke

Back to me anyway

‘cause she pisses me off...

Oh I'm sorry there

I got cut off

I lost my train of thought

‘Cause I got a call to go out for some nosh

'N' I may be 1 girl in a group of guys

Some may look and call me hoe

Do I give a toss

Kinda not, no

‘Cause they know and I know

That I just ain’t like that

But we did find some ducks though

That was fun

‘n’ now going back to that one

‘cause lately for some reason

That’s where my mind ends up

4 letter words are criminal

Love

Hate

Him

I’m so confused

I always am

But never has nothing made no sense

The way this makes no sense

And nothing makes sense right now

So I guess I'll just sleep x

The Little Red Light

Getting too close to the little red light

Like I’m walking the plank

But I get lost in midflight

Falling in love with the wind ‘neath my wings

Like there’s Angels around

While the Devil sings

And I don’t know what this is

But I’m happy I got it

I’ve never had this before

Even back then when I thought I had 'the one'

It was nothing like this

I ain’t gonna lie, I’m true

And nothing will come of it but that’s cool

You’re lucky

Maybe I was falling in love with you...

But that all stopped

And it’s all good

I know I’ll meet you again

Somewhere in Heaven's hood

Wearing our red hoodies

Carrying baskets to Grandmas

Sitting on a mountaintop

Preparing to jump

A cottage in the Alps

A penguin farm

Fresh candles and football

You know the lark

But know this right now

And believe me when I say

You’re one in a million man

Oh you’re just great

Right now I’m bear gay

But you bring a smile to my face

And I don’t feel alone

Not no mo’...

I’m glad to have found a virtual buddy

To walk this road of reality with

Someone that gets me when others don’t

Someone that speaks when others won’t

Someone that just...

Oh you know

Just, thank you

Thank you for being you

And before I forget

thank you to that little red light

For bringing the light of an Angel into my life.

Who Said Rabbits & Leprechauns Can't Be Friends?

If I was a rabbit

You’d be the carrot

She’d be the hand

And there’s a string

Yeah there's a golden string

I’ve accepted far worse

I’ll accept this too

When it went from that to this

From this to that

And back again

I have no clue

But I’m walking this yellow brick road

In my multicoloured Nikes

And there’s no one by my side

Yeah there’s people floating in bubbles all around

But I don’t have the courage to just pop one

Well when I finally thought I did

God pointed and laughed at me

And said, “Oh no you don’t”

So I put the needle away

But I put it in my chest

And occasionally it stabs at my heart

But there’s a little bit of my soul

Right there in you

‘cause when God was making us

I think he used the same glue

Monkeys in power

Sheep on road in Mustangs

One day Pigeons will rule

You don’t believe me I know

But just look around you

And you don’t get a word I’m saying

But it’s okay ‘cause at least I understand me

(Sometimes)

I wonder if it will ever happen for me

Whether there is someone

Who I can sit and stare at white walls with

And see the beauty that no one else can see

Someone who can see the wings

But distinguish between the halos and the horns

Someone...

Someone like you

Argh Adele has a weird way of getting in here

And not getting out

Close enough to start a war

Not gonna let you any closer

I’m better off not letting anyone any closer

‘cause in the end it’s always me that trips and falls

I can handle the cuts and scrapes

But what you lot don’t see

Is the scars you left on my heart

Do I give up on people?

Do I just give up on love?

I just don’t know anymore

But what I do know is

One day I’ll look to the sky

And see myself standing at the end of a rainbow

Throwing down coins from my pot of gold

Standing hand in hand with a leprechaun.

Nebula Dreams

I always kinda knew

That they weren’t like me

Waiting my whole life to meet people

Who think similarly to me

And I been roaming around

Looking around at the things I see

And there are so many things that need to be done

So I can be the free me

Everyone’s an individual

Well at least they pretend to be

But you ain’t if you’re following everyone else

And you AIN’T if you’re a white sheep

Why are you afraid to be the black one

Or the pink one, or the green?

Why are you so afraid of being heard

But are happy just to be seen?

What is it about the world

That forces you all to believe

That you’re not allowed a voice

And you’re not allowed to be free?

Being free ain’t that easy I know

There’s bars

This is a prison

But don’t just happily sit there

Fight for your rights, your personality, your expression

Fight the way you’d want your kids to fight

If they were here right now

But isn’t this battle because you don’t want their struggle...

You need to fight somehow

The world is a prison

 Society is a prison within a prison

And the last prison within that is the body

But at least the last one we know we will escape

When he comes all dressed in black

It’s freeing us from the others of which

there’s a hunger which we lack

I’ll be there in my Nebula

Watching you from above

Building my treehouse of life -

In death

Until it all explodes

I wonder if this is really it

Us being here and then dying

I have a feeling about a feeling

But I think I may be lying

Not to you lol

A little bit to myself

But I’m not afraid of playing this game

Wish there were more Kings & Queens by my side though

But you know what

Right now

I know that I could use somebody

Use somebody like you.

Behind The Rubbish Skip

Met an Angel

Behind a rubbish skip

We talked some shit

Did a little dance or two

Then went our separate ways

And sometimes I wonder

If they were still alive

Would things be how they were

Before they went and died

I’m not even allowing my demons

To take me back to Pakistan

‘Cause that one night of tears

Aged me many years

I couldn’t believe the things I heard

But at least my heart is a little tamer

There’s a disclaimer

Read the small print

I bruise easily

Ha

Fuck that

No I don’t

Things happen one day

I’m over it by the next

Well you gotta be really

‘cause that’s no way to live your life

It’s great to see good friends

With their dreams coming true

And I believe in them

They’re only very few

But that’s cool

‘cause we ain’t gonna be around too long

Just want people to remember the name

Before I depart and I'm gone

I wonder what it’s like to die

I imagine many things

And I question things too much

But I remember how they used to say to me when I was a kid

An intelligent child asks a lot

These fuckers think I’m lost

They don’t know man, they don’t know

Let me stir my melting pot

Wanna throw in all kinds of colour

A little blue, little red, little brown,

A bit of him, bit of her, bit of me

It’s about unity

And yeah the world pisses me off

I tell you all the time

It ain’t a crime to want some change

Not your copper pennies though

I want actual CHANGE

Banksy is a G

Wanna shake his hand

Take off my hat

Maybe do a little curtsy

One day though

I see you bowing down to me

Maybe I’ll find that Angel waiting for me

Behind another rubbish skip

Maybe we'll play Scrabble or something

but maybe this time I'll win.

Today Killed Tomorrow & Forever

“Tomorrow and forever...”

But tomorrow never came

Tomorrow ain’t gonna come now

‘cause everything went and changed

‘n’ they say the people closest to you

Are the ones that hurt you most

Jheeze that hurt but it’s okay

I’m still haunted by other ghosts

Ghosts of Christmas Pasts

And Ghosts of Christmas Present

But I swear Easter's just been and gone

Sometimes I’m such a lemon

I don’t even know why I’m feeling this shit

I'm such a fuckin' dick!

But it’s kinda screwed me up inside

‘cause all the while you think you trust someone

Not knowing they went and lied

And I don’t know what to do no more

‘Cause God’s taking everything away

I don’t know who to speak to

And I don’t know what to say...

Today when I was walking

I looked up to the sky

And I don’t know what happened

But the tears fell like raindrops on my face

And I opened up and cried

And I ain’t cried in a long long while

I’m not gonna sit here and lie

Other people leave

And too many people die

God snatched back so much this year

So much that made me smile

And yeah you made me smile

Genuinely lol

After such a long long while

Somebody finally got ‘it’

You-get-ME

But I’ll be okay

Things will stay the same

It’s not that I ever wanted that

It’s just right now I feel bear lame

As usual I can’t explain

That was gonna be my getaway

From all this shit inside my head

But the bastards screwed me over there too

Sometimes I wish I was dead ...

Lol

I do though I’m not lying

It will be such a sweet release

When it comes and takes me

I feel like the air I breathe is constantly suffocating me

Baiting me

Out to the pain that’s around

The pain that wants to take my smile

And push me to the ground

Push me to my knees

Crawl on top of me

Put his arms around my neck

And just

s  q  u  e  e  z  e

One of the best friends I’ve had in some time

So stay here innit

Stay by my side

I’ll be there for you

Be there for me...

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...

Some things shouldn’t have been said though

I wonder if any of it was true

It went on for far too long

I know you felt it too

I just wish so badly you woulda just told me

I just wish you woulda told me.