ROFL At My Life

I guess where it all went wrong

Was that we all just grew up

But see that’s where you got it wrong

‘cause I had to grow up when I was a kid

And some of you motherfuckers have got it so easy

Makes me sick

Not looking at you with jealousy or greed

But right now my heart’s so heavy

And I can’t really or truly explain why

I know some of this shits gonna stay with me

‘til the day I screw the world and die

All I want is a pair of giant arms

And a shoulder to cry on

But everyone left

And I see them together

And it reminds me of me and her

And I see them together and it reminds me of me and him

And I see them together

And it reminds me of the 5 of us

5 against the world

Nothing could destroy us then

But then we got sucked in and spat back out

And you became selfish

But they say the world's selfish

And we are

I am

You are

But you just don’t think it will be your closest

The ones you’d die for

That would do this to you

I’m just a wandering exasperated soul

Waiting for the calling

To go back home

I am actually so tired

Fed up and sick of the shit in my head

And there ain’t no one to share it with no more

No one that truly understands

I don’t even understand myself

I’m just a big LOL

Come take a front seat

And ROFL at my life

God gives and he takes

And I know that’s his right

But why why why

FUCKIN WHY

Why does it always have to be me.