Head, Heart, Hard Place

Hate being in this place

Between my head, my heart and a hard place

Don’t wanna lose face though

Nah never that

I ain’t got pride like that you see

If I’m wrong I admit it, me

Actually haha

I put up a good fight

‘cause the thing is I absolutely love being right

But this is one of those

Where I want something

I can’t have it

I know it

I can face it

Imagine being inside a Toblerone though

How cool would that be

Bare chocolate and nuts

Lucky I ain’t got no peanut allergy

I’ma just sit here with my glasses and my tea

Not here to rip shit to pieces

But tell the truth innit b

Show people the things they need to see

Get people talking about the way things should be

And there’s gonna be a baby

Alhamdulillah there’s gon’ be a baby

But with new life comes lost life

With lost life comes pain

RIP to all those that lost theirs

On that Goddamn Pakistani plane

Imagine what their families are going through

I hate the fact that there are kids dying around the world

I hate the fact there are prostitutes in Bangladesh

Being forced to be women, when they’re only little girls

I hate what’s going on in my head

I hate what’s going on in my heart

I hate the fact that I’m right here solid

When inside things are being ripped apart

More people getting married

More friends moving on

I swear that’s like 6 already this year

Where’s all this time gone

People say it will happen

But the more they say, the less I believe

I think I was born

To hide my heart in my sleeve

But to open my mouth to the world

Like a Queen...

‘cept, our Queen doesn’t really say much does she

Kinda sits there with her poodles and crown all day

Taking the money off her working slaves

The working masses

Getting taxed for joke

No wonder that so many are broke

Back to me anyway

‘cause she pisses me off...

Oh I'm sorry there

I got cut off

I lost my train of thought

‘Cause I got a call to go out for some nosh

'N' I may be 1 girl in a group of guys

Some may look and call me hoe

Do I give a toss

Kinda not, no

‘Cause they know and I know

That I just ain’t like that

But we did find some ducks though

That was fun

‘n’ now going back to that one

‘cause lately for some reason

That’s where my mind ends up

4 letter words are criminal

Love

Hate

Him

I’m so confused

I always am

But never has nothing made no sense

The way this makes no sense

And nothing makes sense right now

So I guess I'll just sleep x