It Ain't Sparkly

Sitting in a cave

Let the darkness take you over

Let your love hit a boulder

Get up and dust if off yo’ shoulder

And this is my life

This is the game

It’s like I’m the devil’s advocate

But I just don’t wanna play

You find strength when you pray

It’s the strangest feeling

And there’s just too much shit

Sitting on my mind

This time it ain’t sparkly ‘n’ stuff

It’s like the shine wore off

You don’t know who’s real

You just don’t know who’s true

‘Cause at the end of the day everyone chats shit

Left me feeling kinda blue

I guess that’s why you let go of the world

And put your faith in God

‘Cause people come and go

But God is just God

He’s always there

And I lost him again

Couldn’t see

Right now dunno what’s really going on with me

I’ll find him again though

Even though I know he’s just within my grasp

I can’t explain this feeling

I’m actually going mad

Not that I wasn’t already

‘Cause really, all the best people are

Well Alice told me that

‘Cause Alice is ma sparrrrrr

But I lied ‘cause I’m in this alone

I hate that my soul is so old

I hate being me sometimes

And I know I am so blessed

So thank you God for everything

I’m sorry for seeming all depressed

I’m not man

I’m good

I just dunno

But there’s a new rug

On my bedroom floor

Nearly out of candles

Guess I gotta buy some more

Wish you could do that with life lol

Trade yours in for one with a better score.