Baby Talk

Last night I cried

Seeing the kinds of things a cancer patient goes through

But knowing that that was fiction

And what they experienced was reality

And I miss my uncle so much

But the dreams I have are weird

Is someone trying to tell me something

Or is it the random burbling of an overactive imagination

Spewing stuff into the psychotic  bubble of my mind

N the red light on the pinkberry keeps flashing

And it is SO weird living without an internet connection

Fallible, ungrateful human beings

Me too

Not realising that the one I need is the one who was there all along

And what happened, shouldn’t have happened

But then they say everything happens for a reason

I just hope you can forgive me

I do want to see him

I want to hold his little hands and hear him babble baby talk

I wanna see those eyes and that smile

Just like his

But not yet

No not yet

I just can’t

Happy I have him back in my life

More than friends

Business partners

Let’s face it, it’ll always be more than friends

I wanna wear my Uggs but I hate how they collapse in the rain

I really don’t know whether it will ever stop raining

Maybe Nicki has a point

Maybe if it rains all day the pain will go away

It’s been a good day though

I’m excited

New job, new prospects

Media meetings, PR ideas

We do things differently here

Are you with me?

Are you with me?

If you’re not with me, I don’t mind

We come alone, we leave alone

You are the weakest link, goodbye.